An issue of commitment has been brought to my attention that has been previously talked about it. I discovered that I lack the true definition of the word commitment. I need to be fanatical in my zeal to discover the heart of what true commitment and discipline is needed for me to succeed and attain my goals. Speaking about goals I am developing clear and concise goals that I need to maintain focus.
Goal: No more distractions, meaning no idling on the Internet, no porn, no free music one of that crap that takes from my productivity.
I am sitting here looking at the flickering of my computer screen and still thinking of my Lil brother who in a couple months will be in the military, I am beginning to think that move he made is an amazing move, maybe not a move that I will make. But he made a decision and stuck with it and regardless of the consequences he is going about executing his plan for “ Success”. My brother has this motto that he mentions to me daily and that is to live hard. Living Hard, I haven’t been (this something of a confession of sorts) I have had my life pretty much handed to me without much turmoil or struggle, that’s not because struggle and turmoil were never present in my life. It’s because of my lack of commitment and discipline that my life so far has been a kind of cake walk, whenever things became tough, there was a good chance that I would have bailed or became distracted and started on some other grandiose scheme e for success (whatever that is). I realize that now, and I have to deconstruct 28 Years of programming to become the man that I want to be.
The man that I want to be is Strong, Disciplined, Hard working, Smart, and any other adjective that one put into this sentence to show what hard work and commitment shall bring you.
Now that I realize this, Now what.
