A star is made

I need a bigger dose of this shit called real life is not cutting it. I  having this weary feeling that there is more to life than red carpet events and watching someone else live their exciting life. I find it very difficult to be satisfied with that and I think a need a bigger dose because it's not working. I have had issues relating to people lately because I  trying to refuse to my programming.  Sorry I had just to get that out. I need goal for this week ! How about 1 week without porn! another source of programming.I admit I am weak but this realization of my weakness is awaken. I wont be like one of those pussy fucks who do nothing about it, time to get real and to get hard.