Monday night, and the first night that I have all to myself, sounds silly don’t it but I am maintaining a serious radio silence with everyone. I am sitting here fucking around on myspace I should be plotting my future, planning my trip, doing something thing fun, making love to another random girl that I for some silly and idiotic reason could care nothing about, but to be honest I really just want to waste time and do nothing but focus on random thoughts and concentrate on weird epiphanies that I may have like this one. I have this persona of the all knowing and pontificating fitness guy, and to be honest with myself and everyone else, I know jack shit, nothing, zilch, nada, zero compared to likes of Mark Twight, Eric Cresey, and Mark Rippotoe. I still know more the average fucker at the gym trying to look like what fucking men’s fitness tells him to look like, but the vastness of what I don’t know worries me and it’s spurring me to do something about it. The more I think of it I know nothing of nothing “ think about that one for sec”
I met someone recently who told me about the 94/5/1 Rule and here it goes:
94% of the people you meet are idiots “ I wish I can prove this, but alas being idiot is something that cannot be scientifically proven.
5% of the people you meet are down right fucking smart.intelligent.interesting.
1% very rare to find these but these people are genius level, free spirited, able to look at life in a non-dualistic way. “ Think about that one too”
I have had this rule for about two weeks and I realize that I don’t know what I am talking about in any subject, topic or any other shit like that. I feel like I just regurgitate facts ideas, theories etc. and the realization of this places me smack fucking dab in the 94%. This was the main reason of getting rid of my television, I felt nothing new from it, reliving someone else’s experience did not appeal to me and still I know nothing. What I can I do to learn something and have my words have meaning and strength? I will paraphrase my idol Mark Twight and say I must get to root, heart of something and quit this modern man bull-shit of knowing everything but none of it very well. I have in time on the little blue ball called earth have met some pretty powerful people, power not in the contemporary sense of everyday-fuck-you I am powerful living but in that I cant be around you because I am insecure in my self powerful” I need to be around these people more, I like the feeling of being outgunned mentally it forces me to adapt instead of being acclimatize to silly bullshit. I am getting out of the 94% you could stay it is worlds easier to be apathetic than it is to be engaged in your life.
Okay I am over this rant and you reading it.
